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Simon and River

First aired: The Signal: Season 8, Episode 3
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Written by Helen Eaton
Read by Helen Eaton
Edited by Jutta Jordans
SIMON
You are my beautiful sister.
RIVER
I threw up on your bed.
SIMON
Yep. Definitely my sister.

The relationship between Simon and River runs through the heart of Firefly and Serenity. Simon’s commitment to keeping River safe is the catalyst for much of the drama of both the series and film. Their relationship is also one which is given room to develop as the drama unfolds, entering new territory when River takes charge of dealing with Jubal Early in Objects in Space and culminating in a complete reversal of roles as the events of the film come to a climax.

We first see Simon and River interact during a very dramatic moment in the pilot episode, as Mal opens the cryo-chamber containing River:

SIMON
River… River. It's okay. It's okay. It’s okay. It’s okay. I'm here.
RIVER
Simon...? Simon... They talk to me, they want me to... to talk...
SIMON
They're gone... they're gone, they’re gone, they’re gone, we're safe now, we're safe, we’re safe, I'm here.

It is immediately obvious that Simon cares very deeply for River, and a few moments later we discover the nature of their relationship: she is his sister. In his attempts to comfort and reassure River, Simon repeats the phrase “I’m here”. Things are okay, and they are safe, because he is there. Their current predicament is in fact very bleak and the future is uncertain, but Simon is there. They are together.

As Simon tells their story to Mal and the others aboard Serenity, he explains how he got a letter from River at the academy, saying “They’re hurting us. Get me out.” It is interesting that River’s brother is the one who responded to her cry for help, and not her parents, as we might expect. It is not until the episode Safe that we understand why. In the flashback scenes, we get a glimpse of the closeness of the relationship between Simon and River, and the strained nature of the relationship between Simon and their parents.

At the beginning of the episode Safe, we see a typical family scene of a boy attempting to do his homework while his little sister plays around him and distracts him:

RIVER
We’re in trouble. We got cut off!
SIMON
Cut off from what?
RIVER
Our platoon, Simon. We got outflanked by the Independent Squad and we’re never going to make it back to our platoon. We need to resort to cannibalism.
SIMON
That was fast. Don’t we have rations or anything?
RIVER
They got lost. We’re going to have to eat the men.

Simon does not react with annoyance, as we might expect, but humours River and joins in the game. The particular game River plays in the flashback is poignant in the light of Simon and River’s present-day situation, where they are also “in trouble”, as they are on the run from the Alliance, and “cut off”, not from their platoon, but from their parents and their previous life. And they may not have been “outflanked by the Independent Squad” and needing to resort to cannibalism, but they have found themselves on a ship with a Browncoat captain and involved in the kind of shady business that is far removed from that of a respected surgeon in the Core.

Simon and River’s parents dismiss Simon’s concern about River as simply him feeling lost without his little sister and consider River’s coded letters “one of her silly games”. Their concern is instead for what Simon might lose - his job and his status - if he continues to investigate River’s situation at the academy. And of course, Simon does lose these things, as well as his faith in his parents.

In a rare lucid moment during the present-day timeline, River is aware of what Simon has given up to find her:

RIVER
I took you away from there.
SIMON
No...
RIVER
I know I did. You don’t think I do, but… I get confused. I remember everything. I remember too much. And some of it’s made up. And some of it can’t be quantified. And there’s secrets.
SIMON
It’s okay.
RIVER
But I understand. You gave up everything you had to find me. You found me broken. It’s hard for you. You gave up everything you had.
SIMON
<Little sister>, everything I have is right here.

River expresses similar thoughts in Objects in Space, when she uses Serenity’s voice to show her awareness of how her presence is holding people back from being “what they wanted to be” or “with the people they wanted”. From River’s perspective, Simon’s love for her has been sacrificial, but he does not seem to view it that way. He seems to consider that everything he gave up was not worth having in comparison to knowing his sister was safe. This might seem like madness to an onlooker, but as the Operative later notes, it is love which drives people to do such things.

Simon does not express any regrets about what he gave up for River, but in Objects in Space, River “hears” Simon say the following line:

SIMON
I would be there right now.

Is this what Simon is really thinking? Does he resent River for being the reason his life took such a drastic downward turn? Perhaps he does to some extent and has buried that feeling deep inside. There is nothing to suggest that he would have made any decisions differently though, had he known the consequences of getting River back from the academy. Or perhaps the words River “hears” are simply her perception of how Simon feels. Maybe she struggles to comprehend that her brother really could have done something so self-sacrificing for her and not regretted it just a little.

There are moments throughout the series when we see a less serious side to the relationship between Simon and River. In Safe, River teases Simon by telling him the berries he’s eating are poisonous and when he realises that he fell for her joke, he tells her that she is “such a brat”. And when River expresses her belief that Simon wouldn’t come to rescue her from the academy, he responds in the time-honoured manner of older brothers the ‘verse over:

RIVER
I slept for so long...
SIMON
Just a little while. Then we'll find a place... we'll find a safe place.
RIVER
I didn't think you'd come for me.
SIMON
Well, you're a dummy.

It is love which characterises most of their interaction though. And even in her muddled state, River is aware of this love, although she is sometimes confused as to its exact nature:

RIVER
We want you to marry us.
SIMON
What? We - no! What?
RIVER
Two by two. Everyone has a mate, a match, a dopple. I love you.
SIMON
No, River, <little sister>. Of course I love you too, but we can't be married. She's... really crazy. Ow! No, I don’t, I don't mean crazy - that's just, you know, that’s not something brothers and sisters do. I mean on some planets, but only pretty bad ones.

Simon’s love for River is shown not only in his rescue of her from the academy, but also when later events put them in danger. During a tense moment in the pilot episode, for example, he tells Mal, “You wanna throw me out the airlock, fine, but River is not a part of this”. Even when his life is in danger, Simon’s first thought is of River. And later in Safe, when he realises he cannot save River from being burned alive, he chooses to die with her. At this moment, we see how even when he cannot save his sister, he will give up his life to be together with her at the end.

Given the depth of Simon’s love for River, it is not surprising that he is so protective of her, to the extent that he tells her in Bushwhacked “Don’t ever leave the ship... not ever...” and is reluctant to follow Mal’s orders to go to “some place... away” in Safe or to leave River in Shepherd Book’s care in Jaynestown. But as the series progresses, Simon seems to relax somewhat, even managing to spend some time with Kaylee off ship in The Message without being concerned about River.

Of course, Simon’s assumption that River is helpless and therefore he must always protect her is shown to be false by the events of Objects in Space. River takes control of the situation and puts into action her plan for getting rid of Jubal Early, which works, despite Simon not realising what she is up to and managing to get himself shot:

MAL
Go on, get on in there. Give your brother a thrashing for messing up your plan.
RIVER
He takes so much looking after...

River’s comment is particularly touching because for once she has managed to reverse the usual roles in her relationship with Simon and look after him. If there had been no continuation of their story after Objects in Space, this would have been a satisfying point at which to leave their relationship, even though many questions would have been left unanswered as to the nature of River’s abilities and the reason for them.

As it is, we also have the events of the film Serenity and an even more satisfying conclusion to Simon and River’s relationship. The role reversal of Objects in Space is repeated, and under similar circumstances, with Simon injured and River taking control. But the stakes are raised with respect both to the seriousness of Simon’s injury and to what is involved in River stepping up to take care of the situation:

SIMON
My bag. I need... adrenaline and a shot of... calaphar for Kaylee. I can't. River. River, I'm sorry.
RIVER
No. No.
SIMON
I hate to leave.
RIVER
You won't. You take care of me, Simon. You've always taken care of me. My turn.

It is a beautiful note on which to leave Simon and River’s relationship. Theirs is a relationship based on love, which, as the Operative tells us, can sometimes look like madness, but is a good deal more dangerous. For Simon and River though, the danger that comes their way is simply another opportunity for them to show the love they have for each other.


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